My Frustrating Day...

It’s 2:38am. I should be in bed sleeping and yet I’m sitting here, tired af, aimlessly trying to work. Fixing my website, reading Inside the Room, browsing Instagram, thinking of my taxes that still need to be done. Trying to feel productive yet not being productive at all. Or at least, wanting to feel productive in the things that I wanted to accomplish.

Today, I woke up, walked my dog, went to a weight training class, skipped my last writing class of the semester so I could get some work done, but ended up recording an audiobook audition for the entire time that I robbed from my writing class, which was utterly frustrating, because of all the noise.

Something as simple as my upstairs neighbor walking around, is caught on tape! I can’t tell you how pissed I was recording 10 pages of a book and not be able to get through one paragraph without any noise or my dog drinking water for 10 minutes straight amongst a multitude other obstacles, which I will spare you from. By the time I got done, it was already time for me to get ready and leave for the Television Academy.

I was hoping that it would be a positive shift in my day. I’ve been attending these events. Usually, they are great. And the food! Amazing! Tonight… oof! I didn’t like the stake-less show that was being promoted. Probably the worst show, writing, panel, even after event. Overall, I felt like it was a frustrating day where I got nothing done. Even now. Although I did become a member of the Television Academy today… and I was inspired by the calibre of that event to get off my butt, work harder and write my show… because if they can do it, so can I…