Thoughts running a MUK...

It’s strange to do a blog. I’ve written in a diary since I was in the third grade. I have diaries for every year of my life. But making it public is somewhat scary, weird and vulnerable. Not knowing who’s reading it and IF anyone is reading it. But there is a sense of accountability that I get from it. Feel free to say hi. I do find myself editing what I write. It’s still cathartic, though. Checking spelling for that word, so I don’t look like an idiot. I had it wright… haha… But, I looked it up and all that came up was catharsis and I thought, I know this word exists… but if not I’ll just spell it cathardick… make it look cool… Why do we care so much about what others think of us? I’ve almost accepted the fact that I’m different and weird and kooky, but I’d like to think that I’m also unique and smart and funny. Fortunately, I do know that I have to reign it in and try to maintain some hint of normalcy. Just FYI, you’re only getting a few layers of me.

Today, I got to audition with my “improv team”, three of my girlfriends. I was brought in by the casting director who is also my girlfriend. I wish I took a picture of the five of us. I have really gorgeous friends. To be fair, they ARE actresses, which means nothing and everything... I also went to the dentist. This is the first time that I don’t mind going to the dentist. They give you headphones and let you watch Netflix and cover you with a warm blanket, etc, etc, etc… My experience with the dentist from day one was getting all my baby teeth except one pulled, also 8 adult teeth and 4 wisdom teeth. My jaw was apparently too small. But who knows, I grew up in a small town on the Big Island called Hilo, so who knows what they know…

It’s such a beautiful day today.

I’ll say more later tonight. Gonna try to get some work done.