Rain - Going nowhere...

I love the rain. It’s May in Los Angeles and for the past few years by this time it was already 90 degrees, but right now it’s raining… lovely. Wash all my sins away…

I’m studying for an audition that I have to self-tape tomorrow. However, they have already announced who they cast for the role that I’m working on. It’s frustrating. My girlfriend who is not white either is also auditioning. She thinks it’s network formality to get the “numbers” and say they “tried” to cast non-white women blah, blah, blah… I could go off about it, but I will spare you. But also, just tell the actresses that you bring in, so we can use our time in the best way possible. If I HAD to, which I do in this city, I’d rather refer to myself as a NOT white woman versus a “woman of color” or “person of color” or the worst “POC”. I hate all these stupid terms. What idiots make them up?! Can you feel me?